Yeah, I ended up shelling for one of those styylll!!!
Did the unboxing and everything, took a video too, will post it in good time.
Oh, and I also got one of those Neo cubes as posted in one of the posts below, however, it wasn't called a Neo cube, but a bucky's.
Well, that's cool, cuz that implies I'm full of cash :) **fingers crossed**
Alright, thats it for now, keep it easy.
P.S Oh, and on a side note, I pretty much got what I wanted for Christmas!! Somehow, only thing thats left is the motorcycle, will put a post about the options available and get opinions soon as well.
PEACE, LOVE
Ultimate Finest
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Full Moon and Catalysism
So, I have been feeling better lately, a little more hopeful. Although, I did have some seriously crazy moments, full of energy and what not. Now, I am trying to pinpoint what could be the factors playing in all of thisl, and i realize that is is pretty damn impossible.
We are in the phase of the full moon, in a addition to having a lunar eclipse the day before yesterday. I also began taking some anti-depressants 3 days ago as well. Yesterday, when I went totally bizzerk, jumping around the house and listening to rock n roll and just doing a whole bunch of crazyness after drinking a jug of coffee mixed with scotch whiskey and swiss chocolate liquor.
So, perhaps all these events took plae around the same time, because they are co-relatred somehow, or, I don't know, it seems hard for me to do one thing at a time. This 'extremist' lifestyle, it's always been a part of me. So i guess I will never know where all this behaviour comes from. Ofcourse, it would be best to just take the medication without mixing it with alcohol, but, when I feel completely uncomfortable in the night time, which is pretty much my after-noon, I just need to take me a shot.
Anyway, just a rant, or whatever the hell this post is, its probably just called a blog post.
So anyway, until next time
Love
from
Finest Ultimate.
We are in the phase of the full moon, in a addition to having a lunar eclipse the day before yesterday. I also began taking some anti-depressants 3 days ago as well. Yesterday, when I went totally bizzerk, jumping around the house and listening to rock n roll and just doing a whole bunch of crazyness after drinking a jug of coffee mixed with scotch whiskey and swiss chocolate liquor.
So, perhaps all these events took plae around the same time, because they are co-relatred somehow, or, I don't know, it seems hard for me to do one thing at a time. This 'extremist' lifestyle, it's always been a part of me. So i guess I will never know where all this behaviour comes from. Ofcourse, it would be best to just take the medication without mixing it with alcohol, but, when I feel completely uncomfortable in the night time, which is pretty much my after-noon, I just need to take me a shot.
Anyway, just a rant, or whatever the hell this post is, its probably just called a blog post.
So anyway, until next time
Love
from
Finest Ultimate.
Monday, December 20, 2010
Karma & Trippin
So, something about Karma, and past experiences manifesting somehow. Emotions such as gilt, shame, embarrassment etc. taint the experience, and with these emotions prevalent, any experience would turn out to be a bad one. Since, these are negative emotion. So, this is th root cause of the unhappiness. Because, we could be receiving many gifts out of love, but we fail to recognize them.
So, what is the best way to deal with these situations in your opinion.
Until Later
Finest Ultimate.
So, what is the best way to deal with these situations in your opinion.
Until Later
Finest Ultimate.
Re-Creation
Alright, so, I know too many people that be lying about who they are and what they do.
Now, I know being transparent, is pretty fucking hard.So fuck it. We all need some privacy.
Why am I writing about this, is it because I am now feeling that my privacy is being jeopardized, and so I am feeling 'inspired' to write about it?
Hmm...
Yeah, did you know, thaat your computer, downloads 'cookies' etc, when it visits websites. So, depending on whether you have a war mentality or a peace mentality, a war could happen withing you computer.
I mean, perhaps, this is why theres all the spy ware and malware etc. If you just stuck with a few websites or whatever that you trust, things will be okay. However, when you keep going 'wider and deeper'.. shit is bound to get fucked up?
Well, this is just a little something, I'll elaborate on it later.
Now, I know being transparent, is pretty fucking hard.So fuck it. We all need some privacy.
Why am I writing about this, is it because I am now feeling that my privacy is being jeopardized, and so I am feeling 'inspired' to write about it?
Hmm...
Yeah, did you know, thaat your computer, downloads 'cookies' etc, when it visits websites. So, depending on whether you have a war mentality or a peace mentality, a war could happen withing you computer.
I mean, perhaps, this is why theres all the spy ware and malware etc. If you just stuck with a few websites or whatever that you trust, things will be okay. However, when you keep going 'wider and deeper'.. shit is bound to get fucked up?
Well, this is just a little something, I'll elaborate on it later.
Psychotherapist and 2pac
So, treating this blog posting, like I would with a psychotherapist.
Here I am listening to some 2pac. Much love goes to him, I've been listening to him since I was in middle school. However, now, that I feel I am in deep with life, I listen to him with a whole new light. His lyrics are very deep, and there is a connection when I listen to him.
I don't know if I can handle a gangsta lifestyle. I mean, maybe I don't even have a choice!
Seems like I would be taking a whole new approach in life. I am also unsure if I rolled with a gangsta lifestyle before, subconsciously, but now, it's like, anything I do needs to be done consciously.
So, I went to the liquor store, with the intention of buying a few things including some Holland Ketel One Vodka. I was, though, lured into the Ciroc vodka, probably from the much enjoyed Kush Video by Dr. Dre. Have yet to try it, will let you know how it is when I do.
I am sipping on some Chivas right now. Brings out some memories.
Anyway, I don't know what to do now.
AAAAHHH
Alright, peace out.
Finest Ultimate
Here I am listening to some 2pac. Much love goes to him, I've been listening to him since I was in middle school. However, now, that I feel I am in deep with life, I listen to him with a whole new light. His lyrics are very deep, and there is a connection when I listen to him.
I don't know if I can handle a gangsta lifestyle. I mean, maybe I don't even have a choice!
Seems like I would be taking a whole new approach in life. I am also unsure if I rolled with a gangsta lifestyle before, subconsciously, but now, it's like, anything I do needs to be done consciously.
So, I went to the liquor store, with the intention of buying a few things including some Holland Ketel One Vodka. I was, though, lured into the Ciroc vodka, probably from the much enjoyed Kush Video by Dr. Dre. Have yet to try it, will let you know how it is when I do.
I am sipping on some Chivas right now. Brings out some memories.
Anyway, I don't know what to do now.
AAAAHHH
Alright, peace out.
Finest Ultimate
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Friday, December 17, 2010
Good Laptops
A tough decision on deciding which laptop to buy. Of course, the top three for me are Apple Macbook Pro, HP Envy and Sony Vaio.
So, we're bring in the Finest Ultimate to help us in deciding. So we'll put in the Pro's and Cons of each.
Apple:-
Seems like a proper laptop for the creationists. With its video editing functionality and and, yeah, just seems like many people use Apple, and it doesn't lag and all that, also provides for a new way to think etc.
Cons: Getting used to something I'm very unfamiliar with
Trivia: Lion Operating system coming out next summer.
HP Envy:-
Designed by Dr. Dre, with audio in mind, and must have video in mind as well, due to the fact of the awesome Music Video he produced with his new song 'Kush' as can be seen here:
So yeah, it's a proper laptop, by a rapper that I've been listening to my whole life pretty much. Made and produced songs with my favorite artists.
So, seems like it'll be a really proper laptop for me.
Sony Vaio:
Very nice laptops as well. I mean, it's Sony, they make everything. Very creativity oriented company, manufacturing all kinds of equipment for video and film making. They have a motion picture and a record label.
So yeah, I was leaning for the Sony much, although I could not find the 'perfect' one which would be an i7 processor laptop with a medium sized screen "14-16"'. Their Z series is very impressive though, which can be obtained with up to a 512GB HD with SSID, which is really awesome. However, confined to a 13" screen.
They are pricey, however, I have been able to spot some good deals for them in the past.
Conclusion:
Yeah, I guess right now I am leaning towards the HP, there is one available for a good price, 14.5" screen, which is an awesome size, 512GB w/7200RM and 6GB or RAM, so its a pretty powerful computer.
Yeah, whatever, I'm just going to put in a poll asking you guys which laptop I should buy, just curious to know your opinion.
REP. Myself and the nation, Business minded, ART, Finane, Music, Video, Bloggining, Vlogging, just, you know, a Renaissance Man, a Poly Math. Rappin, chillin, smoking weed, drinking, having a good time, thats the inspiration.
Most of the time I think of shooting myself, just because I keep finding out how deep I've went, and regret every choice that I;ve made, and when I look back, I don't even know wht the hell I should have done, or whatever.
Yeah, it seems like every single day of my life has been a lie, and I continue to live it.
Whatever I don't know, tell me what I should do..
So, we're bring in the Finest Ultimate to help us in deciding. So we'll put in the Pro's and Cons of each.
Apple:-
Seems like a proper laptop for the creationists. With its video editing functionality and and, yeah, just seems like many people use Apple, and it doesn't lag and all that, also provides for a new way to think etc.
Cons: Getting used to something I'm very unfamiliar with
Trivia: Lion Operating system coming out next summer.
HP Envy:-
Designed by Dr. Dre, with audio in mind, and must have video in mind as well, due to the fact of the awesome Music Video he produced with his new song 'Kush' as can be seen here:
So yeah, it's a proper laptop, by a rapper that I've been listening to my whole life pretty much. Made and produced songs with my favorite artists.
So, seems like it'll be a really proper laptop for me.
Sony Vaio:
Very nice laptops as well. I mean, it's Sony, they make everything. Very creativity oriented company, manufacturing all kinds of equipment for video and film making. They have a motion picture and a record label.
So yeah, I was leaning for the Sony much, although I could not find the 'perfect' one which would be an i7 processor laptop with a medium sized screen "14-16"'. Their Z series is very impressive though, which can be obtained with up to a 512GB HD with SSID, which is really awesome. However, confined to a 13" screen.
They are pricey, however, I have been able to spot some good deals for them in the past.
Conclusion:
Yeah, I guess right now I am leaning towards the HP, there is one available for a good price, 14.5" screen, which is an awesome size, 512GB w/7200RM and 6GB or RAM, so its a pretty powerful computer.
Yeah, whatever, I'm just going to put in a poll asking you guys which laptop I should buy, just curious to know your opinion.
REP. Myself and the nation, Business minded, ART, Finane, Music, Video, Bloggining, Vlogging, just, you know, a Renaissance Man, a Poly Math. Rappin, chillin, smoking weed, drinking, having a good time, thats the inspiration.
Most of the time I think of shooting myself, just because I keep finding out how deep I've went, and regret every choice that I;ve made, and when I look back, I don't even know wht the hell I should have done, or whatever.
Yeah, it seems like every single day of my life has been a lie, and I continue to live it.
Whatever I don't know, tell me what I should do..
Journey
What is this?
A journey, a journey of a guy, that has spent the past 8 months of his life, basically seeming like it was completely wasted. Just consuming and sleeping. Eating and sleeping, with no sex, looks like a sad story. I mean, if there was sex, ofcourse it would have made things alot better, I'd like to think so. I mean, what more could a man want right? Good food, Good sleep and Wonderful Sex. Had to make the sex wonderful. Although this statement could also be a WWW.
Hey, I don't know, I don't want to go any deeper.
So, yeah, the journey of a man, who, after some kind of fucked up experience, heart ache, some demons, fucked up thoughts, a man, once experiencing the heavenly realm, and fell down, trying to climb the fuck back up.
Can he do it. Oh yes he can?
How, by the power LOVE.
Let's see if it can live up to itself or whatever. Yeah, theres a smirk on my face.I don't know.
Encouragement maybe? Hmmmmmmmmm
Anyway, Peace and Love
Ultimate Finest
A journey, a journey of a guy, that has spent the past 8 months of his life, basically seeming like it was completely wasted. Just consuming and sleeping. Eating and sleeping, with no sex, looks like a sad story. I mean, if there was sex, ofcourse it would have made things alot better, I'd like to think so. I mean, what more could a man want right? Good food, Good sleep and Wonderful Sex. Had to make the sex wonderful. Although this statement could also be a WWW.
Hey, I don't know, I don't want to go any deeper.
So, yeah, the journey of a man, who, after some kind of fucked up experience, heart ache, some demons, fucked up thoughts, a man, once experiencing the heavenly realm, and fell down, trying to climb the fuck back up.
Can he do it. Oh yes he can?
How, by the power LOVE.
Let's see if it can live up to itself or whatever. Yeah, theres a smirk on my face.I don't know.
Encouragement maybe? Hmmmmmmmmm
Anyway, Peace and Love
Ultimate Finest
Expectations
I mean, here I am, sitting here, not knowing what to expect.
They all told me I should get medicated or whatever to deal with my 'issues'.
But I hope that this outlet be my medication, that it be the source of turning my life around and doing things that I enjoy doing, or atleast think that I'll enjoy doing: I won't know till I try right?
Like, going to the beach and tanning. Eating well and gaining some muscle, reclaiming my confidence that I once had at raging levels.
Playing tennis, sailing, fine dining, making and having cocktails
Wow, I feel like such a loser that I just talk about these things but never do them.
Like, I don't know what;s the issue? Money, like I don;t have any money to call my own.
Probably, that's one of the cases. Not knowing how to act in different situations and differing circumstances, feeling what could be labelled as anxiety. All these things that were not an 'issue' before. I remember the days of getting excited. I mean, I would love to get excitement back, excitement that would over power any limiting beleifs and thoughts.
Understanding, thats another thing I would like to have, an understanding of the possibilities, and that yes, I can do these things, and that yes, there are people that would appear when I want them to so that I am enabled to do these things that I would like to do.
Okay, I'm done rambling again, I don't even know how to market this thread, who to market to, who my target audience is etc.
Hopefully all these things will come together so that I figure it all out, so that all this does not go to waste, and I am enabled.
Peace, Love
Finest Ultimate
They all told me I should get medicated or whatever to deal with my 'issues'.
But I hope that this outlet be my medication, that it be the source of turning my life around and doing things that I enjoy doing, or atleast think that I'll enjoy doing: I won't know till I try right?
Like, going to the beach and tanning. Eating well and gaining some muscle, reclaiming my confidence that I once had at raging levels.
Playing tennis, sailing, fine dining, making and having cocktails
Wow, I feel like such a loser that I just talk about these things but never do them.
Like, I don't know what;s the issue? Money, like I don;t have any money to call my own.
Probably, that's one of the cases. Not knowing how to act in different situations and differing circumstances, feeling what could be labelled as anxiety. All these things that were not an 'issue' before. I remember the days of getting excited. I mean, I would love to get excitement back, excitement that would over power any limiting beleifs and thoughts.
Understanding, thats another thing I would like to have, an understanding of the possibilities, and that yes, I can do these things, and that yes, there are people that would appear when I want them to so that I am enabled to do these things that I would like to do.
Okay, I'm done rambling again, I don't even know how to market this thread, who to market to, who my target audience is etc.
Hopefully all these things will come together so that I figure it all out, so that all this does not go to waste, and I am enabled.
Peace, Love
Finest Ultimate
Going Deep
What should I do?
Well, choose the Ultimate Finest decision.
What is that based on?
Finance?
Politics?
Ethics?
Well, we do know that there is a fine line between these aspects.
Well, not really exactly like that, but I mean, there are so many issues and 'things' that go into each and every situation and circumstance.
Well, choose the Ultimate Finest decision.
What is that based on?
Finance?
Politics?
Ethics?
Well, we do know that there is a fine line between these aspects.
Well, not really exactly like that, but I mean, there are so many issues and 'things' that go into each and every situation and circumstance.
Shout Outs and Love
For some reason I am currently now feeling some force of Love and Faith,
Yet, because of all the hurt that I've gone through it seems hard for me to let go, and show my love to people.
It's like, I feel it, yet, I don't want to... Hmm, interesting.
Like, I've lost faith in myself mostly, because of all the things I've set out to do, and told myself that I would do, yet I haven't.
Well, here I am now, not going to expand much more than this will keep on going, cultivating the love, until I feel confident enough to surf the wave ;)
Yet, because of all the hurt that I've gone through it seems hard for me to let go, and show my love to people.
It's like, I feel it, yet, I don't want to... Hmm, interesting.
Like, I've lost faith in myself mostly, because of all the things I've set out to do, and told myself that I would do, yet I haven't.
Well, here I am now, not going to expand much more than this will keep on going, cultivating the love, until I feel confident enough to surf the wave ;)
Sony, Numerology, 'Alphabetics?'
Yeah, I'm really stuck on that thought of wanting a Sony laptop. I really think it's a great product. I hope I can find one with a 'code' that I like and relate with/to.
I do trip over letters and number, it;s just something that has happened to me somehow. A great attention to detail, and trying to fit this puzzle together.
So, I know the solution to this 'issue'; I'm going to associate every letter of the alphabet to something, and see what each one of them means to me.
A: First letter of the alphabet.
A- Class, refers to top quality
B: BB BonafideBaller, a name I once went by.
C:?
D: Dr. Dre, David DeAngelo
E: Elephant
F: Fuck, FU (Finest Ultimte)
G: Gangster, gLaith, also common prefix/suffix to names of prominent people; George
H: Hugs
I:?
J: Jordan?
K: KLM?
L: Laith, Lion
M: Money, man
N: Nostalgia
O: Open
P: Pictures
Q: Quarter
R:
S: SS
T:
U:
V: V, powerful letter
W:
X: Generation X
Y: Why? Do we want to ask this question or not? Sometimes?
Z: ZzZzZz: snoozing, letter of a destructive past relationship
Number's also trip me out
1: One, need I say more
2: Two: significant, the number after one
3: The number after two
4: The number after three
5: Five, number after four.
6: Six, number after five
7: Seven, number after six
8: Number eight, after 7
9: Nine, number after 8
0: Zero, like and 'O' but more oval, side-note: starts with a Z; saying: from Zero to Hero.
Anyway, there are more number, what's my lucky number? I don't know, I haven't settled or created one yet.
There are of-course numbers that stand out, or number combinations.
111,222,333,666,888,999
My home phone number in Toronto ended with 7888. In Chinese numerology 888 is associated with wealth.
Biblically or something 666 is associated with the beast.
111, 11:11 I don't know, they stand out.
Steve Pavlina, on his blog, has an 11:11 on th bottom right of his web page.
I have seen it with others in the past, and continue to see it, I am not going to place any more emphasis on these things.. I hope.. 'Fingers Crossed?' lol
Wow, now, as I write this, I wonder about all the pain and anguish that could follow, I mean, I don't know what it means that I'm writing all these things down.
I mean, all I want is to rule my world, have self-respect, because, thats the most important respect, as I think/believe when you have self-respect, you command it.
Same with Love, right?
Anyway, this has been a long rambling, not much more of a point, 'what eves'
Peace
Finest Ultimate
Shedding Tears
Yeah, I'm going to admit it, I've shed many tears.
I hate that I do it, because I would much rather that I don't.
I would rather fight my fights, than crawl on the ground crying my heart out upset at whats going on, and actually doing something about.
I feel that when one cries much, it is sort of like a 'Death' you die when you cry, because, do you notice that when it's over, it's like, you're starting anew. So here I am now, starting anew.
I just created this account with my location as Netherlands. I'm not sure what exactly that means, but what I do know is this: I tried to create an account with my current location which is the United Arab Emirates (U.A.E.).
I have, infact created many accounts, probably due to my mixed identity, and not knowing exactly who I want to be.
I say who I want to be, because I realize that right now, I am nothing. Well, there is something, there is a vague concept of who I am, and it seems that anything that happens around me, is not me. This sense, that whatever happens is not me, brings me pain.
So, I am constantly unhappy about the situations that are occurring around me. Even though, some of them may be good, and positive, but, it's like, I have lost touch with that, like I don't even know what is going to lead to something positive, or something that's negative.
So, I have been sad all the time.
Except for some times, when I am 'consuming' other peoples works, their creativity, etc.
I find myself 'tripping' over many 'punch lines' like taking it personally or something, like 'wow' damn.
Anyway, this could be a new start, I don't know, seems like I've been here before, but I haven't.
I have no idea what the future holds, have I sold out? I probably have, I'm not even going to lie, but it is, to what I think, for the best.
Ironic that I don't even know what 'the Best' is.
Full of anger and rage, yet nowhere really to channel it.
I could do this forever though, just keep on writing about things.
I still wouldn't mind making video's and film and such.
In the future, I see myself writing about more positive matters, seeing things just work out somehow, taking on interesting projects etc.
Anyway, let me talk a little about Finest Ultimate.
Well, I've been having much issues with decision making etc. so what this means to me, is making decisions based on "Ultimate Finest".
So, how will such decisions be made?
and what characteristics make up the Ultimate Finest?
well.. I'll discuss this in the next post 'Going Deep'
Take Care
Ultimate Finest.
I hate that I do it, because I would much rather that I don't.
I would rather fight my fights, than crawl on the ground crying my heart out upset at whats going on, and actually doing something about.
I feel that when one cries much, it is sort of like a 'Death' you die when you cry, because, do you notice that when it's over, it's like, you're starting anew. So here I am now, starting anew.
I just created this account with my location as Netherlands. I'm not sure what exactly that means, but what I do know is this: I tried to create an account with my current location which is the United Arab Emirates (U.A.E.).
I have, infact created many accounts, probably due to my mixed identity, and not knowing exactly who I want to be.
I say who I want to be, because I realize that right now, I am nothing. Well, there is something, there is a vague concept of who I am, and it seems that anything that happens around me, is not me. This sense, that whatever happens is not me, brings me pain.
So, I am constantly unhappy about the situations that are occurring around me. Even though, some of them may be good, and positive, but, it's like, I have lost touch with that, like I don't even know what is going to lead to something positive, or something that's negative.
So, I have been sad all the time.
Except for some times, when I am 'consuming' other peoples works, their creativity, etc.
I find myself 'tripping' over many 'punch lines' like taking it personally or something, like 'wow' damn.
Anyway, this could be a new start, I don't know, seems like I've been here before, but I haven't.
I have no idea what the future holds, have I sold out? I probably have, I'm not even going to lie, but it is, to what I think, for the best.
Ironic that I don't even know what 'the Best' is.
Full of anger and rage, yet nowhere really to channel it.
I could do this forever though, just keep on writing about things.
I still wouldn't mind making video's and film and such.
In the future, I see myself writing about more positive matters, seeing things just work out somehow, taking on interesting projects etc.
Anyway, let me talk a little about Finest Ultimate.
Well, I've been having much issues with decision making etc. so what this means to me, is making decisions based on "Ultimate Finest".
So, how will such decisions be made?
and what characteristics make up the Ultimate Finest?
well.. I'll discuss this in the next post 'Going Deep'
Take Care
Ultimate Finest.
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