So, I have been feeling better lately, a little more hopeful. Although, I did have some seriously crazy moments, full of energy and what not. Now, I am trying to pinpoint what could be the factors playing in all of thisl, and i realize that is is pretty damn impossible.
We are in the phase of the full moon, in a addition to having a lunar eclipse the day before yesterday. I also began taking some anti-depressants 3 days ago as well. Yesterday, when I went totally bizzerk, jumping around the house and listening to rock n roll and just doing a whole bunch of crazyness after drinking a jug of coffee mixed with scotch whiskey and swiss chocolate liquor.
So, perhaps all these events took plae around the same time, because they are co-relatred somehow, or, I don't know, it seems hard for me to do one thing at a time. This 'extremist' lifestyle, it's always been a part of me. So i guess I will never know where all this behaviour comes from. Ofcourse, it would be best to just take the medication without mixing it with alcohol, but, when I feel completely uncomfortable in the night time, which is pretty much my after-noon, I just need to take me a shot.
Anyway, just a rant, or whatever the hell this post is, its probably just called a blog post.
So anyway, until next time
Love
from
Finest Ultimate.
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